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http://pinterest.com/pin/80079699594271469/

http://dzwiedziu.soup.io/post/142433840/Popsicle-Stick-Bracelets-DIY-Steps

http://thestewartestate.blogspot.com/2011/12/love-message-board-tutorial.html (will be making for my anni)

http://little-white-dress.tumblr.com/page/4 (also for my anni, but i'm going to find a vintage tie)

 

 

    
   
    

i will have a nice detailed post when i'm not super busy. but here's my tiny into a not so tiny.

 

  How i lub my chillins. With their silly faces, round tiny heads, beautiful blue eyes, strawberry hair, and fantastic kisses.
  Right now wynnie is very into his tongue.. consequently very into tonguing people.. which isn't my favorite, but i'll take it. He is up and around, crawling his lil face off. He can sit up and pull up onto things ((o me..)). Looooooooooooves his bouncy. Says mama, dada, boop, has said no one time to poppy ((but i think it was a fluke)). Likes to whistle, blow raspberries, hear his own voice.. loudly. Not a huge cuddler, but when he's nice and tired he can't do without it >.< He's definetly a people person. Smiley as can be.
  His seizures have stopped since he's been on his 1.8ml dosage of keppra, with the exception of one fever induced last week. So far the side effects he's had are a raised level of irritability, some rash on his eyelids ((but that's starting to fade)), and having quite a few more naps. I am so thankful for him every.single.day. He's my hunka man.

Wynn 9 months old
 

Willow at 9 months

First things first,

Wynn 7 months old

Willow 7 months old

 

  Secondly, I am so thankful for both of my tiny bebes. They make my soul. When Willow was 8 months old she had a seizure lasting around 3 minutes, she turned completely blue from lack of oxygen; I thought she was dead. But we got her back and nothing near that has happened to her again. No one could tell us why that happened or if it would happen again.
  In the begining of January Wynn (at 7 months old) had a seizure, while we were out of town of vacation, lasting about a 1.5 minutes. He quite turned blue, but it was every bit as scary. I thought he was gone too. I don't know if youve ever held a lifeless child in your arms, let alone your own, but i felt such despair and hopelessness. I am still feeling it. He has gone through all the tests Willow did and nothing has shown up, just like her. I was given solice in the fact that she hasn't had more. But.. on Sunday he had another one. He stared, lifeless, through me. This one didn't last as long, but it was much harder on his tiny body.
  I feel hopeless and depleted. My one comfort was taken ((that it was a one time thing)). I'm a little angry. He's so tiny, why would this happen to such a tiny/happy boy. I'm lost

  let me start by saying 'uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.. gh.
  i've got so much to do it's not even close to being slightly funny. my house needs cleaning, laundry
needs doing, christmas shopping is nearly, but not entirely complete, christmas making is still far
from being done, Wynn's 6 month pictures are long over due, christmas cards will not make it this
year ((possibly cyber cards??)), business promoting is lacking, money is lacking, time is lacking.
  if you have a task + 2 children under 3 years old = time and a half ((at least)) for whatever it is
youre wanting to do. and most things that you want to do that can't be done while holding at least
one child is put on hold until there's a husband to hold one for you. but! husband has been out of
town on and off for the last two weeks. i die.
  although cheaper and slightly less stressing, making your own christmas presents (decent ones
anyways) is super time consuming and near impossible with small children. also being highly allergic
to one of the products and getting a nasty/swollen/so-dry-its-cracking rash on your hand sucks
as well.
  my life right now is a whilrwind of emotions on many different subjects/people. it makes me want
to stay in bed all day and never come out. fortunately for me i have two of the cutest/most frustrating
children every >.< they are my sunshine, my little beacons of happiness.
  enough of my whining. merry christmas to all.. even if i dont send you a card i love you >.<

  mainly i'd be happy if i could just get a shower.. alone